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Bone Marrow
02:53
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2. |
Pang
05:15
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3. |
King of Promises
04:40
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I showed up for you, but you never arrived
So I gave myself a ride
Then you appeared and asked to come inside
As I struggled for words you jeered so absurdly
Calling out something snide
But you won’t break my stride
I’m sorry I couldn’t wait for you
I have things to do
And you’re the king of promises you can’t keep
No more chasing sunbeams
Your carelessness sucker punched me again
Your affair keeps leaving me in the wind
No more chasing sunbeams
No more chasing sunbeams
A week after Valentine's Day all the flowers are dead
As expected.
And it's hard to miss someone who was never really there.
Silk roses move to the clearance shelf
He won’t help himself, and he won’t let you endeavor
I’m sorry I couldn’t wait for you
I have things to do
And you’re the king of promises you can’t keep
No more chasing sunbeams
Your carelessness sucker punched me again
Your affair keeps leaving me in the wind
No more chasing sunbeams
No more chasing sunbeams
I’ve been nonjudgmental to a fault
But now you fade from my expectant thoughts
Clouds will always come and leave me cold
I have limited patience for people who think I'm an afterthought
I’m sorry I couldn’t wait for you
I have things to do
And you’re the king of promises you can’t keep
No more chasing sunbeams
Your carelessness sucker punched me again
Your affair keeps leaving me in the wind
No more chasing sunbeams
No more chasing sunbeams
No more chasing sunbeams
No more chasing sunbeams
No more chasing sunbeams
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4. |
Shadow Man
03:05
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Mr. Important does whatever he wants, whenever he wants.
Everyone’s gotta listen
They politely laugh, and he fake laughs right back. He just asked you something but he
Really doesn’t care
God forbid anyone ever tells him he fucks up too
Thinks he’s too good for that
The two year old 40 year old man will pout
Until he’s convinced you you’re wrong
He’ll make you apologize while he tears you down, if you let him
But I won’t be, no I won’t be
Falling down at your feet, no no no no
Backing myself into a corner now
I’ll be tea and a song and get over yourself and get off of me
Go back to being a shadow man
Did he never learn to be human like us? Or is he just too sensitive?
I really don’t care.
Stop stealing my fire. Stop stealing my thoughts. Get over yourself and
get out of my head
You want something? Well, I’m busy now. I’m not gonna call you
Whenever you want
Pathetically hoping that you’ll find your way
And somehow convince everyone they should stay
Though you may be as sincere as a dog
chicken can’t buy my love
The two year old 40 year old man will pout
Until he’s convinced you you’re wrong
He’ll make you apologize while he tears you down if you let him
But I won’t be, no I won’t be
Staring at a pile of pills, no no no no
Sliced and waiting for the blood to come
I’ll be tea and a song and get over yourself and get off of me
Go back to being a shadow man
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5. |
(Sweet) Nothing
04:04
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I now realize why I spent more than 10 years not feeling
I’m always the fool for someone to adore
Pain consumes me until I envision
Myself bleeding out alone on the floor, but
Please tattoo me
Ink me truly
For forever
Paint it through me
It’s the most healing drug
Nothing else will addict me so quickly
Nothing else will make my soul whole
Sweet nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing
I tear myself apart trying to make it fit
Until the fog comes and refuses to lift
Smudging out everything, wrapped in a blanket
Then I’m empty and running again. Muted contentment floating against the world
Pressing against me and through
Anything piercing my body but you
Please tattoo me
Ink me truly
For forever
Paint it through me
It’s the most healing drug
Nothing else will addict me so quickly
Nothing else has made my soul whole
Sweet nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing
The urge to purge my fire from me
Hot acid searing out of my body
If only I could feel pleasure and bliss
Without these aching spots of emptiness
Let go of me, let go, I need to let go
Please release me, allow me to let go
Please let me let go stop filling my head
Oh no, don’t let go
Please tattoo me
Ink me truly
For forever
Paint it through me
It’s the most healing drug
Nothing else will addict me so quickly
Nothing else has made my soul whole
It’s the most dangerous drug
Nothing else has made my soul whole
Nothing else will addict me so quickly
Sweet nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing
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